Downside

I can't feel anything. All I feel is nothing. No guide, no lead, no direction right now. Its as if all of my plans, or destiny anything I once thought, has been taken away from me, no stolen, like a thief that steals in the night. My dreams, my hopes feeling of certainty are gone. My sense of direction, duty, path is gone.

What am I to do? Where am I to go? When is the succession? Where is it? Where is it? Lack of love, the frying of innocence, so swiftly and suddenly removed yet it gradually floated away, similar to a ship, but only if its sinking. Is this ship sinking? Or am I really dreaming? What is this oppression via subpression that relaxes upon my chest.

Its as if I'm carrying the whole world on my shoulders, as if I'm feeding into the whole pain and agony moment of my life. Is this a passing phase? Or a time of reflection and periodical subjection to misery and inquiries? Certaintly is not sure. One can never be certain about love, life, family, school, anything. Except pain, everyone knows somehow when they feel that. Pain. Hurt. Very strong emotions.

They say love can easily turn to hate. I'm wonder why? Possibly due to the fact that they are opposites? One can never be sure. However, having a sense, a direction a purpose in life is essential to one's full growth, determination and well being. Essential to happiness and living well. However, when its gone. You instantly become dead. Your breathing, but not alive, your talking but not thinking.

Everything becomes based off of emotion and situation. Luckily, there's a way out. If you look up, I think you'll find it. Just open your eyes a little more, don't be afraid to peek. Just look, search and then tell me what you see.

This is what happens, When all sense of purpse, Leaves you. Until you find The sole purpose of life.